I can't actually believe I'm sat here writing my first post in over 8 months.. scared is an understatement wondering what people will think, or if i have lost the few readers i had? i hope not.
But I'm bracing myself and hoping that it all goes well, I can't deny that I did love writing my blog but it just came to the point where I had no confidence in it anymore or myself for that matter and with all the other amazing and beautiful bloggers out there I most certainly didn't feel good enough in anyway! However I am hoping to bring myself back from this I'm not sure how yet or if I want to publish this over twitter or anything just maybe get myself back first as a way of expressing the things I love and enjoy. Plus I most defintaley think this will benefit me in the career paths I wish to take which means so much to me, so to have people enjoy what I'm writing and talking about is a huge bonus to life. Im definitely ready to be happy again and hopefully by getting myself back into the blogsphere will help- fingers crossed!
Anyway I am back (hopefully for much longer this time!!) I hope you all had a beautiful christmas, I don't think I've ever been so spoilt in my life definitely feeling ridiculously lucky and blessed I don't think its quite sunk in yet! So I hope you are all feeling the same way and got all you wished for!
Ive planned myself some posts ready for you all to read but I wanted to make my first one back a little explanation so I hope you can all bear with me and go back to loving my blog as much as I did!
I will be back very soon!
Happy New Year to you all,
Lots of Love